PGLS

In a dark place as my mind is numb and my, thoughts are abound with so many reasons of dispear i found myself in the mindset of death i look for the best but cannot find a place to be idle as this world and itself is such a shame and a disgrace how do u manange the bull shit and corrupt people who lie to your face and present themslef as a an angel wearing the cloth of death and the sheeps clothing such desist this is a creation of god stunned and misplaced in the my thinking, i am not to question the very essence of life and the philosophy of those told, as i struggle for a purpose i also struggle for a reason, as the violence of the human race astounds me, one day ill die and life of course life will go on but this is my say my voice my reason my thoughts my very personal mindset of a place for when and how i think who can survive in this realm, i am in your mind a nobody, but in my mind somebody who can change the very essence of life a thought a purpose a reason a different view a differnt aspect to believe as to the death of a legend Kobe Bryant who strive,s to be the best as the sacrifice is irrelevant but the journey is the path as i am in such a sadened state of misery, one would question how to go on as the tears fall and the heart flutters and the spirit and my soul falls into the very bliss of pain, strike me down now as i have not much more and am so friging pissed off at the very concept of life as religion seems to lead us it also seems to lead us astray, what can a person do, where can they go what to do as the belief lies in the valley of dispear is the is where i run, is this where my dreams are born, is there where my dreams die, allow my me a moment of thought as i question the very thought of my existence, let me know what u think regardless of any hangups of a personal nature tks all i appericate it :)

you alright cubbs, you sound worse than I felt a year ago as I lay in the hospital
with these dumbass people telling me I needed to get my affairs in order because it did not look like I had long.
whatever it is you are having issues with you can overcome, just kick back say a prayer and let it happen.
it works.

That's pretty deep cubbies.

Hope everything is okay

Wowser, that was a tough read Cubs.

Hope you are doing ok.

Just live each day as it comes.

Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best
And
Always look on the bright side of life
Always look on the light side of life

Ahhh a good old Life of Brian sketch

Thats exactly what goes through my mind on the way into work everyday! People can be such asshats...

Sending you strength to look past those people!